Just A Little Bit Broken

I’m sad about the people I’ve lost in my life.

No, they aren’t dead, they’re just gone. At least once a day, I think about them – the huge role they played in my life, the way in which they shaped me as a person, the memories. And when something happens that instantly makes me think of them, I do wish I could talk to them again.

As it is, I don’t have a lot of friends. I’ve never understood people who don’t maintain friendships for years but rather friend-hop to the person who seems the coolest that month. I have – I need – my foundation. But a big chunk of that is gone now that these people have been removed from my life.

And it’s not a question of if they deserve a second chance, it’s the notion that I deserve better. But they will always be apart of who I am and my soul will forever be a little bit broken.

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5 thoughts on “Just A Little Bit Broken

  1. I relate to this so much. I’ve come to the conclusion that not everyone will remain there for you as you have been there for them – and it’s okay to feel sad about it, but you shouldn’t let that sadness engulf you. Instead, you need to be happy that you grew from that experience.

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