I have so much anger and hatred towards myself. I’m living my life as if it were a test drive and I can do it over right next time.

It seems I have no concern for my physical or emotional safety. I create a sea of disorder and chaos around me. I can’t stop it. What would my life be without it? I’m addicted to this horrible mess.

2 thoughts on “Addicted

  1. I’d like to venture a different question if I may. How bad exactly is your life with all the chaos? I don’t presume to know anything about your life, I just wanted to point out that inverting the question sometimes makes more sense. I wish you peace.

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