My life feels empty. This place leaves me feeling like an apathetic body in a dark hole. It doesn’t matter how many anti depressants I take or how many times I change my medication, I think this place will leave me feeling this way no matter what. I turn into someone who doesn’t care about other people. Someone who doesn’t have another person. Have I really been kidding myself for four years? I don’t have any place in the world that I would like to be and that scares me.