Today is weigh day (Weight Watchers) and after a week that was slightly different to the rest (more bread, more red meat and just in general a different eating schedule), I was afraid I would put on weight.
I instead stayed the same. I was quite pleased, seeing as I had already lost 6.2kg in the last month. This upcoming week is school holidays (again!) and that means more changes in routine.
Continue reading “All On My Own”
Unlike before, when the lights mimicked me, my head feels the pillow and I’m in darkness. Only the sound of my breath, heartbeat and the trees blowing in the wind.
Continue reading “I Have To Go, Good Night”
Well, I’ve been wanting to write for an entire week but have never quite found the quiet time to do it. Seems life is a bit chaotic – although, I always say that. It seems even the smallest tasks make me feel overwhelmed. On that note, that’s the main topic I wanted to write about.
Continue reading “Only Good Things”
Today was the first time I took my prescribed anti depressants. I’ve had the flu for the last four days, so on top of my prescription, the doctor gave me some flu medicine. I told him I did not want an antibiotic and thus, I got an over the counter pill for colds and flu that apparently cause drowsiness.
Continue reading “Who Am I Without My Anxiety?”
I remember three years ago, having a conversation with someone about my anxiety. How I was too anxious to go see someone about it. I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember, although my memories fade so easily. Compulsive list making and worrying is all that I know. It’s my dysfunctional functioning. My blog name even began as Anxious Antics.
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Physical space. Ruining everything from the hopes I had, to the dreams I now hold. You are not gone. Your faint presence beckons and looms, teasing me. Nearly everyday. If this obstacle, this giant hole in the ground, the cloud of darkness in front of me would disappear.
Continue reading “Now, I Can’t Move”