I lost 16kg at the end of last year but this year has just been a cloudy mess. I’ve gain 4 kg back and I haven’t felt more disgusting in my life. I look in the mirror and feel gross and uncomfortable. I started losing weight by using Herbalife for 1 month. After trying desperately to get my head right to lose the rest of the weight, I have been failing. I’ve ordered Herbalife and plan to start that for 1 more month starting on Tuesday (the day after my 26th birthday). I have 6 months until I go home to my family in South Africa and I want to hit it hard, get off that plane and look fantastic. I wrote a personal letter to my 25 year old self, and have taken some of my own quotes and put it up in my house. I am excited for Tuesday, because I think a complete change will do me some good. I am getting so tired of the same foods, it’s time to get it right again!