Dear xxx,
I was just thinking about what a cunt you are and then you messaged me.
I am writing you this letter with no intention of sending it. I want to write out these feelings so that I can get rid of the anger that I am holding onto, that is slipping away more each day, but still plagues me.
This is what my ideal day and lifestyle would be:
Wake up at 7am.
Leave for work at 7:40am.
Read 10 pages of something motivational at work.
Eat a healthy snack at 10:30am.
Can’t believe I haven’t written anything in over a month. It’s this reminder that I am slipping (or have slipped) into my old ways. I started a lifestyle change at the end of October 2012. It involved a lot more reading, writing, eating well and exercising. Thinking positively was just the way that my mind worked.
As one does – I’ve had so much going on in my life as well as so many worries and concerns. I’ve wanted to sit down and write it all down for the last week, but my head has been cloudy and messy.
