Considerable Amount of Disgrace.

I feel a considerable amount of disgrace today. It’s subsided a little – yesterday was agony. After feeling the pressure of having to find a new job, working out a savings plan (still not complete!), having an argument with my best friend and just feeling utterly lonely – I sat at home on Saturday night and got drunk alone.  I rarely do this, in fact I think it was the second time I have. But, naturally – the evening went on until after 5 in the morning and a call log to USA, South Africa and Skype calls to USA and Paraguay. There was just too much that went on on Saturday. Saying and doing things I regret. I spilled drink on my laptop, which is now royally fucked.

Not feeling too pleased with myself.

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Korea, Love and Longing

South African with a passion for writing, photography... and nothing much else. I travel the world in order to find the country I like the best. Four years in South Korea makes me a winning survivor of Google translate and charades. Currently, living in Spain. - Love

2 thoughts on “Considerable Amount of Disgrace.”

  1. Ouch…!
    Not much to say except… sh*t happens…
    Only thing to do is ‘pick yourself up and start again…’
    Sorry to hear about your laptop…
    Don’t be too hard on yourself… We all do these things… 😉

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