I get paid tomorrow and I’ve given myself one more month to ~not save~ before I need to pay for next years’ studies, a flight home etc. I’ve been wanting an iPad for absolutely no reason except just to have one and I also like to just have the money to use on whenever I want – but no, I’ll be spending it differently.
I’ve recently been considering making a change in my life, and it’s because I know my mind and my body are not healthy. For the last week, I’ve considered eating more healthily and starting to exercise and finally I thought “I need to be the best person I can possibly be, the best version of myself.” I need to do what I feel will get me healthy and happy. I’m not happy with my weight, and there is something I can do about it. I can practice self control, work towards something bigger than my mere existence and be responsible for my well-being.